23.07.2010

Husker du jeg sa jeg hadde en hemmelighet?

Vel,-
her er den...


Jeg har altså tatovert meg!
Endelig!!
Denne lille vakringen
sitter nå like nedenfor hofta mi
på låret!
Nice?
Har lovt ungene å gjøre det lenge,
men har vært usikker
både pga smerten og det at den er for evig!
Men nå er det gjort!
Og jeg er hekta!!
Ikke fanatisk,
men jeg skal ha to tattiser til...
Dragen
er jo liksom symbolet for meg selv da!
Jeg ELSKER drager,
og er vel en også til tider..
Bloggen bære jo navnet også,
så den betyr faktisk noe...

Hva de to andre skal være,
får dere ikke vite eller se før de er på plass...

Ellers går nå dagan!
Kjærlighetssorg IGJEN,
men det er like vondt denne gangen også!
Leste noe på nette i dag;
Sometimes
your knight in shining armor
is just a retard in tin foil!
Hjelper liksom ikke da,
for jeg ser ikke at det er folie likevel..
Han skinner for meg!
Og jeg er vel litt som kråka da,
glad i det som skinner og er blankt!
Men
jeg skal passe på hjertet mitt,
høre på stemmen (eller kanskje ikke?)
prøve å ikke løpe når han sier løp,
hoppe når han sier hopp,
være litt kostbar,
ikke vise så godt at jeg mer enn gjerne
både løper og hopper
når han vil...
La han vinke med litt mer enn lillefingeren
før jeg setter fart!!
Jeg skrev i ett tidligere innlegg på bloggen
at jeg satset og hoppet!!
Tror jeg brakk begge bena i landinga,
selv om den føltes trygg!!

Jaja!!
Jeg går vel videre etterhvert,
med hodet under armen,
sår og arr på hjertet
og begge beina i gips...
Men levende,
og atter en erfaring rikere!!
Snekkere
er bare vanlige mennesker de også!

Sånn er det!

21.07.2010

Bring me to life!

Bring Me To Life
Songwriters: Hodges, David; Lee, Amy; Moody, Ben;

How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core
where I've become so numb
Without a soul,
my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

Wake me up
(Wake me up inside)
I can't wake up(Wake me up inside)
Save me
(Call my name and save me from the dark)

Wake me up
(Bid my blood to run)
I can't wake up
(Before I come undone)
Save me
(Save me from the nothing I've become)
Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

Wake me up
(Wake me up inside)
I can't wake up
(Wake me up inside)Save me
(Call my name and save me from the dark)

Wake me up
(Bid my blood to run)
I can't wake up
(Before I come undone)
Save me
(Save me from the nothing I've become)
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside
Bring me to life

Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead

All this time, I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything

Without thought, without voice,
without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life

Wake me up
(Wake me up inside)
I can't wake up
(Wake me up inside)
Save me
(Call my name and save me from the dark)

Wake me up(Bid my blood to run)
I can't wake up
(Before I come undone)
Save me
(Save me from the nothing I've become)

I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside
Bring me to life

19.07.2010

13.07.2010

Vi har vært i det dypeste mørke...

Faktisk i Helvete!
Det er en link over her...

Der har vi vært, - tur/retur!!
Og ungene syntes det var kjempespennede!
Fanden selv var ikke tilstede,
og det er kanskje like greit!
Ikke sikkert jeg hadde sluppet ut igjen vettu... :)
Ungene fikk diplom etter endt tur,
jeg har rammet de inn,
og de gleder seg til å fortelle om ferien på skolen...
De eneste ungene som har vært i Helvete,
og trivdes!!

Noen bilder må vel til...



Klare for avmarsj!


Langt ned...


Den som tror det er lett å komme til helvete, tar feil...


Førstemann nede var Runar!


Hells Angels -uten sammenligning forøvrig...

08.07.2010

Barnas lek med mammas kamera!

Vi var hos en venninne av meg i går,
og jeg lot ungene få lov å knipse løs med kameraet mitt!
Det ble 737 bilder, og mange var ikke brukbare i det hele tatt
mens andre ble knallfine!
De prøver seg frem med knapper og duppe-ditter,
vinkler og avstander,
så det sier seg selv at ikke alle bildene kunne bli noe...
Jeg har lagt inn og slettet, kikket og slettet flere,
og her er noen av bildene de tok.
Kan ikke gi riktig cred til riktig unge, men fotografene er 8 og 11 år...Det skal sies!
Eneste jeg har gjort er å fikse litt på lys, kontrast og farge...
For det må til!!

Kos dere med barnas blinkskudd!!












02.07.2010

En flott sang fra Rihanna & Eminem!

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipeI can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie





Jeg har farget håret!

Svart faktisk!!
Hva synes du?
Første kvelden tenkte jeg nok at
dette ble alt for mørkt!
Men nå er jeg mere vant, og tror bestemt
at jeg kan leve med dette!

Jeg har en hemmelighet også,
men den forteller jeg ikke om.
Ikke enda!!
:)
Så nå kan du lure!!